Dear Alex,
On the end of this January, I
want to tell about my story for one month (actually this intends to fulfill my
promise to myself, that I want to post a blog minimum once a month).
It’s been a long time since I
wrote in this blog. I went to Semarang for two weeks, to complete my internal
rotation there. It was the most super hectic weeks throughout my clerkship
life. I just got 5 hours sleep in the first week and more more times for
sleeping in the second week; feels like I don’t care anymore about my homeworks
at that time. Sleep is more important !
Spending my clerkship for two
weeks just like two years. My friends and I were so much stressed. Many times
we said, ‘I wanna go home’.. Our consulent was a perfectionist doctor, and we
had to follow his activity, furthermore, his perfect mind. Actually, it’s a
good condition for some people whose really want to study.. but, our brain
couldn’t reach his will.
Comeback to Yogyakarta, we were
welcomed with cardiology rotation for two weeks. Although it’s not as hard as
two weeks in Semarang, but it still made us stressed. It’s a very hard theory
and the consultant, another perfectionist doctor. We were dying when she said,
‘what’s this ECG interpretation ?’
Anyway, 4 weeks in January were
stressing moment, especially for myself. Not only about my stressful clerkship
but also my love life *ehm*. I won’t talk about it a lot because it hurts so
much. hahaha.. I remember a good quote that represent my feeling :
“You know that moment when you
are just too sad you can’t even cry ? Yeah. That”
Even though it hurts me, I still
believe that this is the best for me. God has a beautiful plan, just be patient
and believe :)
“Sometime all we need just take a
break to relax, breathe, and not think. Trust, let go, and see what happens”
Dear Alex,
Just knew that on 6th
January you celebrated your 31st birthday. Happy birthday Alex ! I
listen to your Submarine full album while writing this post. I love all of your
song in this album, it is easy listening and whenever feel sad, my mouth is stimulated
to sing your song :D Thank you, Alex !
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By the way guys, thank you for reading
my post. I hope in the next month I can give important information for you all
(just like the first aim why I make this blog). Have a nice day and welcome
February ! :D
