Me and My Dirty Mind

I have a little bit freak hobby *my friend said that*. I like to know about the movie that was banned in some countries, and the genres of movies are thriller, slasher, and gore; something bloody. Hmm ~ Some movies that i'd like to recommend to almost my friend are A Serbian Film, Salo 120 Days of Sodom, Grotesque, etc. Because of that, when i said to my friend, 'hey guys, i have a good movie !' They ignored me or they said, 'is it about violence, sexual abuse, mutilated, or something like that ?'

Oh yeah.. i like to know about violence, killing, sexual abuse, mutilated, and cannibalism movie. JUST TO KNOW. I am too afraid to watch that movie. I had watched A Serbian Film and it was a nightmare *but i didn’t watch it exactly, just skimming and I do something else like reading a book and listening to the music, because I already knew that it was a super sadistic movie*. This movie is about porn actor, Manos. He made a come back after retired from porn film industry. But it went so wrong. There are some kind of videos that he played but the ending always the same, his opponent died brutally. He killed them while having sex unwittingly because the producer gave him drugs so he was high and didn't know what's happening.  

After watched it, I felt like something that connected to my brain's cell is cut off. I felt like i was not me anymore. My heart literally beat so fast after watched that movie. I recovered my self by watch happy movie like Enchanted *it's the best movie i've ever seen so far* oh yeah. By the way, if you google about "the scariest movie in the world, the most sadistic movies, or movies that were banned in the world" it will show A Serbian Film and Salo, 120 Days of Sodom. Guess what kind of movie is that.. well, i had written a short story inspired by A Serbian Film. I will post the story later :D

A few moments after that, I watched my most favorite series movie all the time, American Horror Story (AHS). Now I want to tell about  AHS season 4 : freak show. If you are the fans of this series and haven’t seen season 4 yet, don’t read this post because it will contain spoiler :p

Here is the story :

AHS season 4 is about freak show, a kind circus but the main characters are ‘freaks’ or people that don’t look ‘normal’. These are few characters of the freak show (plus my short research) :

• phocomelia = a rare birth congenital defect characterized by malformation on the limbs (orphan.net)
• microcephaly = as syndromic or as pure, primary, or true (microcephalia vera), depending on the presence or absence of extracranial malformations or dysmorphic facial; head circumferences below 2 SD (standard deviation) by age and gender (American Academy of Neurology)
• Gigantism = gigantism refers to excessive secretion of growth hormones (GH) that occurs during childhood when epiphyseal growth plates allow for excessive linear growth (Rhee et al, 2014). This condition make a person will grow like a giant
• Hyperandrogenism = hyperandrogenism is characterized by excess production of androgens by the ovaries and/or the adrenal glands. The most common clinical manifestation of hyperandrogenism in women is hirsutism, excessive terminal hair growth in androgen-dependent areas of the body (Karnath, 2008)
• dwarfism = this condition is an opponent from gigantism, because of deficiency of growth hormones (psyj.jmu.edu)

The leader and also the owner of freak show is a woman named Elsa Mars. First sight she was a ‘normal’ person but in late episode, known that she was actually disability person. She didn’t have legs….. Why? Well, actually she had, but…. A long time ago before she had the freak show, she was an actress, she was a diva. One day, a producer contacted her to make a film then she accepted it because of high payment. When she went into the room, two big guys caught her and tied her in the bedroom then… her legs… was cut by a chainsaw…  Her leg were cut for industry movie.. so scary isn’t it ? *when I write about this, I have a goosebump and I still remembered the scene.. *   

Huff .. ok.. there is one movie that I want to tell you *again* hang on ~~~~

One day, i was scrolling 9gag, my favorite web, i saw someone posted about gore movies. I was very excited as usual. Yeah.. and A Serbian Film always appears on the list. Many people adding another gore and sadistic movies or short films in the tab comment.. and for someone like me that have high curiosity, i searched one by one movies that i haven't known. One movie that intrusive my thoughts is 3 guys one hammer *I will warn you, don’t search it on google or youtube.. it’s so scary. And it’s REAL VIDEO*

3 guys one hammer or Dnepropetrovsk Maniacs are serial killers from Ukraine. There are three young guys named Viktor, Igor, and Alexandre that killed 21 people from June until July 2007 in Dnipropetrovsk, Ukraine. They killed them with a hammer and recorded it with camera phone. One of the videos leaked to the internet and went viral (Wikipedia.org). The police investigated and they were imprisoned for about 20 years. You can google it and watch the video. But once again I warn you not to do that. I’ve watched the video just for 10 seconds and it contained a lot of violence. A man was struck by a hammer while he was walking on the street. Then he was dragged on the shrub and they hurt him with a screwdriver. Don’t ask what they did, I cannot watch it anymore.. Based on Wikipedia.org *well, this is the completest information*, their motivation was to be rich by selling the videos.

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I’ve been thinking for this long time.. First, I think that movies like A Serbian Film or a scene from American Horror Story 4 : Freak Show are fictive. I don’t think that there are real people will make a sadistic film with real victim and they literally died or disabled. But after I knew about 3 guys one hammer.. I change my mind. The three guys killed people to get money by selling the video, so there must be someone or-a-group-of-people whom will buy and enjoy the video. I thought that the film will be high cost then the buyer is rich people.. And thought that the three guys just one example of many people in ‘underground’ film industry. It's like iceberg phenomenon.

Well, I think I should find another hobby...